MY SECRET LOVE AFFAIR… {K+R EXCLUSIVE}
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God Moving Over the Face of the Waters… By: Moby
I made this song his ring tone and I would jump with excitement when he would text me or call – Just to say Hello… My secret lover … I would hear from him randomly. Maybe once or twice a week. It increased to 3 or 4 times weekly. He needed to wait until the early morning to text me or to exchange emails. This was because of his situation – we had to be discreet. He has another life… his wife… Yes, a married man, alas. Most of our correspondence would take place while he was in his office early part of the day. There where a few times that I would hear from him later in the evening past 8. Our communication would continue to increase as time would pass and with each time planning on his next trip to NY. His home was miles away from mine… a distance affair; so I would let it be.
In most of our conversations, I offered to be his care taker and mend him to good health. We jokingly agreed that I would be his nurse. Our witty dialect was what kept us both locked with anticipation for the next mail, call or text to come in… Which ever worked as it was all the same for me! He obviously needed attention in a way he has missed for many years. I was here to fulfill just that void and I enjoyed every minute of it!
A good month or so passed before he made it back to my home town. I made some calls to get him in the trendiest spot’s. I have a few hook ups here in NY – lucky for him! I remembered once he arrived to my city, we made arrangements to meet at a cafe near by my flat. We had lunch at a spot called Cafe Orlin located in the east village. We took a table in the back and talked for hours before I had to make a quick escape. My palms where sweaty and my nerves where just overwhelmed – I was simply elated! I could not believe he was back to see me. His enthusiasm and charisma was endearing and he was also full of convictions. What topics did we not cover! What an interesting and stimulating day as far. My heart was completely enraptured with just him alone. I was pretty placid as he was clueless on my feelings, I try to remain detached – at least that was the plan. We aimed to meet later that day as his trip was a brief one and he intended to part the next morning. I Avidly made my way back to him, that is after I was done with my work. This time with a nurses outfit packed away in my sack. All was a surprise for him. Yes, he was in for a pleasant surprise, as I was his nurse and I was here to mend him back to having a good, vibrant appetite for life!!!
Upon my arrival to his room, I quickly excused myself to the toilet… I then changed into my uniform – I was officially a nurse – his nurse! I had only 2 hours to be with him before I had to leave his side. Every minute mattered and as far as I was concerned, his next visit was unknown to me. So I gathered myself, looking at the mirror as I gently glazed on my fire red lipstick. I remembered my thoughts exactly… “My god, you are absolutely CRAZY Karin’ !!!” I then turned to the door… reached for the knob and opened – Like I was walking through a portal of lustfulness – I walk out. He was sitting down on a chair… All around him was the city view that wrapped his hotel room… Windows reached from ceiling to floor. Although it was raining that day, the view looked like a stained, painted backdrop. It was utterly spectacular. He had his music playing in the back ground and the one song that stood out; the one I remembered clearly was “Massive Attack – Dissolved Girl”. I danced for him – shyly, and slowly I began to undress. Like a true Apsara, capturing all his attention. Exposing now some of my skin, Inch by inch. My nurses outfit remained on with just pieces of me vulnerable to him to touch, feel and kiss. I would brush myself against him, all the while teasing him. I finally buckled and I dropped to my knees and began to undress him. I was eager to taste him. I wanted to rub my face all over him, his body and smell his skin, his scent … Soon enough he was naked and unguarded before me. All for me to see! I was admiring his amazing legs. He was fit and his legs felt like steal – strong, bold and beautiful. I remained on my knees adoring him like a god… I wanted to love every inch of him and I did!
A sudden and deep urge to feel him inside aroused. He was in sink with my feelings and energy as he pulled me to him… dropping me onto the bed… We watched the rain drops as he satisfied my hunger and I satisfied his… What a treat. I healed his lonely heart and savored his lust… So much fun I had with my new friend, my new secret lover! So what he was not mine… So what he was leaving the next day and going back to his wife and his life. This was full of exhilaration and what I live for. Completely pure hot passion. Kept me thinking about him days after… Does this makes me mad, bad ??? Lets scratch that as I don’t care to be judged!
So the time came and yes, we had to say goodbye… Till his next visit… Hopeful I remained.
I would continue to hear from him. He would proceed with his call, his notes and his texting. I never initiate any of the correspondence but I of course I would respond to them all. I enjoyed every and any dialogue that I would receive from him. We had an amazing connection and so we knew, we had to guard and harness what we had for as long as we could, quietly to ourselves. I never felt guilty, nor would I ever regret our experiences… Nor would he.
Amazing… My secret…
xxx Karin
One Response to “MY SECRET LOVE AFFAIR… {K+R EXCLUSIVE}”
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Uday Kiran Says:
November 25th, 2008 at 8:52 pmHi there,
We met on sunday night at Rick’s. I’ve been reading your work as well as admiring your photographs and I must say, your the first to have the ability to capture the world as I see it, both in your words and visuals. That definitely makes you an unique “creature” as you so eloquently put it. I am quite intrigued to get to know you and hope I can find out more. Till then, ciao.
